i wonder...
how it was like to u tat day...
did u c tru me?
wat did u feel...
i wonder...
which was d lie...
u? or
was it wat i tot??
perhaps my mistake was...
trust, hope n love.
urs?
all fingers on my face.
did it change abit?
or was it jus a fool's tale 2 u?
i wonder...
who is it tat is living d lie..
i wonder...
wat is on ur mind?
do u really let ur half suffer 4 wat those mindless ppl say?
perhaps...
but hav they seen me?
do they noe me?
or hav u lost all courage tat u urself gav me every moment?
i wonder...
wat u c wen u c an aeroplane..
y u do d things u do..
perhaps u 1ted freedom...
perhaps u didnt find it...
coz u noe tat u will nvr get it unless...
u b true 2 urself..
i wonder..
will it ever b d same if there was us..
put urself into my shoes n c tat im a size 8...
n i c tat u ve got those new shoes..
perhaps u did change..
if i put myself i2 ur shoes..
everythin wud b strangers 2 me..
i wonder...
is it d sky tat u 1 2 reach?
tat u dnt seem 2 c d moon...
but if i wud do d same...
i oni c u in d skies...
but dnt blame me if u dnt get there.
i wonder...
was it love or lust?
was it affection or distraction...
perhaps..
jus an illusion of d mind.
or so i tot...
i wonder...
if v still watched d skies...
u wud hav saved 10 litre of tears..
perhaps...
i shud jus stop hoping..
coz tat was wat tat got me here...
i wonder...
if it was nvr meant 2 b...
then y did it b?
if u showed so muc...
where is it now?
perhaps..
it was nvr there..
i wonder...
if i was s strong..
wud d moon still shine s bright...
wud i need u s muc...
d more u avoid me?
perhaps...
i wud.
n now wen im buildin up courage..
u say thankx...
tell me u dnt feel wat i feel wen u look at me...
coz i noe u do...
i c it n so do u c it in me...
perhaps...
sumtimes u jus cnt hide things....
coz tat lips wud not smile 4 another...
i love u s muc s u hate me...
n wen i do...
no1 can change tat...
i love u more n more...
d more u say no...
i may fall 4 another...
but my heart wud still b urs.
i wud look at another...
but my eyes wud oni c u.
it is ur face i c on every1..
it is ur voice i hear in my dreams...
it is ur smile tat i long 2 c...
it is ur hand tat i 1 2 hold...
it is ur love tat completes me.
yet all i 1 is tat u find happiness...
tat d Almighty wud grant u love, peace n joy all ur days.
tat no1 else sees d sorrow in me...
but strife 2 put a smile on ur face..
n i wish u d skies 4 ur dreams...
n tat all may go well wit u.
most of all...
i wish u love.
