wen the one u love aint the one in ur arms

it hurts 2 noe tat u trying 2 love some1...
tat ur playing wit love jus so u dnt love tat special sum1.
wat solution is there 4 me...
whose heart is 4 some1 else
but is in a relationship wit some1 else..
the reason i got into tiz relationship was bcause i saw tat
d person has change n things r much better 4 both of us now than it was
the last time we were 2gather...
however... our relationship now is like
i love u
u love me
but we dnt talk on the phone 4 hours
v dnt msg each other during d day.
v dnt buy stuff 4 each other...
or do those lovey dovey stuff ppl do...
sumhow tats d way we like it 2 be...
coz he is working n is very buzy n is not ready 2 be committed
me on the other hand...
doesnt 1 him 2 b committed...
mayb bcoz i dnt wish 2 be committed either...
wat he doesnt noe is tat...
my heart is not completely his...
im jus so sure tat both of us wud nvr work out...
he is jus not 4 me...
he is definately not d kind of guy i wud 1 2 spend my whole life with...
perhaps in the future he wud change like how he change frm the past 2 now...
but im jus so sick of expecting n hoping...
perhaps im at a stage where i dnt believe in love anymore...
omg!!!
im soo stuck here rite now!!